{"id":112,"date":"2011-11-17T21:09:42","date_gmt":"2011-11-17T21:09:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/wordpress\/?p=112"},"modified":"2014-12-29T04:15:47","modified_gmt":"2014-12-29T03:15:47","slug":"bu-benmiyim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/?p=112","title":{"rendered":"bu benmiyim.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong><span class=\"title\">BU BENMIYIM<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p align=\"justify\">Bir oyuncak olduk kaderin elinde\u00a0<br \/>Bir pacavra\u00a0misali savurdu bizi,\u00a0<br \/>ne ummustuk hayattan\u00a0<br \/>simdi neler bulduk.\u00a0<br \/>Bir nefes gibi gectide koskoca \u00f6m\u00fcr\u00a0<br \/>Geriye d\u00f6nup baktigimda g\u00f6rd\u00fcg\u00fcm\u00a0<br \/>Bir koskoca hic bana kalan.\u00a0<br \/>Bir s\u00fczgec misali hayat\u00a0<br \/>Eledi gecirdi bizi eleginden!\u00a0<br \/>\u00fcc kurusluk heveslerim de\u00a0<br \/>Bogazimda d\u00fcg\u00fcmlenip kaldi,\u00a0<br \/>mutluluktan\u00a0\u00a0eser yok simdi hayatimda\u00a0<br \/>sanki hersey kurulu bir saat gibi\u00a0<br \/>kendi tikirinda calisiyor,\u00a0<br \/>yasam kendi dilegi gibi y\u00f6nlendiriyor\u00a0<br \/>ve ben cikipta dur diyemiyorum.\u00a0<br \/>Bu benim yasantimmi olmadi\u00a0<br \/>C\u00f6zemiyorum,\u00a0<br \/>baktigim ayna daki y\u00fcz\u00fc bile\u00a0<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>BU BENMIYIM Bir oyuncak olduk kaderin elinde\u00a0Bir pacavra\u00a0misali savurdu bizi,\u00a0ne ummustuk hayattan\u00a0simdi neler bulduk.\u00a0Bir nefes gibi gectide koskoca \u00f6m\u00fcr\u00a0Geriye d\u00f6nup baktigimda g\u00f6rd\u00fcg\u00fcm\u00a0Bir koskoca hic bana kalan.\u00a0Bir s\u00fczgec misali hayat\u00a0Eledi gecirdi bizi eleginden!\u00a0\u00fcc kurusluk heveslerim de\u00a0Bogazimda d\u00fcg\u00fcmlenip kaldi,\u00a0mutluluktan\u00a0\u00a0eser yok simdi hayatimda\u00a0sanki hersey kurulu bir saat gibi\u00a0kendi tikirinda calisiyor,\u00a0yasam kendi dilegi gibi y\u00f6nlendiriyor\u00a0ve ben cikipta dur diyemiyorum.\u00a0Bu [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-112","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-c7-siir"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=112"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":182,"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112\/revisions\/182"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=112"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=112"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gurkanaltmisdort.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=112"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}